Thoughts on today...

So currently I am at school on my lunch break. I can't believe that I have 2 weeks of school left before midterms start and we all know how much I hate those. Those stupid tests stress me out way too much and all they do is supposedly tell me how much I have learned. Ya right they do. I have been told that all my life but I just can't write tests. It is something that I was not gifted with I guess and I am okay with that until I have to write stupid midterms and finals. But with midterms approaching, that means I am half way done this semester and so much closer to summer time. And where will I be this summer? That is an ongoing battle that I need to figure out. It is mostly set on going back to camp as long as my internship can fit in with the job description. I also have an opportunity to possibly get an intership at Campus Crusdade for Christ in the Finance department. There are so many options and I need to figure out something.

Anyways, until next time, Kristi

Welcome to my life...

So here is to the first post on my blog. I don't know if this will be an interesting place to read anything but it is something, especially since it is coming from Saskatchewan.

So anyways, it seems that all I do is go to school. I go 5 days a week for 8 hours a day and I come home and sit on my butt, eat some food, maybe watch a tv show or movie and then go to sleep and then repeat for the rest of the week. Why am I doing this I ask myself all the time. I find it hard to have a social life and to be myself. It seems like I am bogged down with homework, even though I don't have the motivation to do any of it.

So the question I am asking is...why was I put on the earth? I feel that I am wasting away where I am at the moment...going to school and sleeping. It seems that is all I do. I want purpose in my life once again instead of feeling like I am in high school again. I want a real relationship with God again. It seems that I have no time to give him because I am so tired. Why do I feel this way? I am not quite sure...I could just be tired of where I am at at this moment and wanting this school year to be over.

That is where I am at for now...lost and confused in this crazy, messed up world trying to figure out what I want with my life.

Until next time, Kristi